I try to bring myself to write these words that you never knew I had the heart to feel do I show you every scar? resharpen every blade? reopen every wound? reopen every tomb? one moment of clarity, could wipe the film from your eyes but you sleep contented wrapped in your blanket of lies I try, for so long, I have tried. to save the tears the ones you never dreamed I'd cry. to bottle them for you, so that you might drink and not need to see what's become of me. one moment of clarity, shows that your words, are of no use one moment of silence could bring the awful truth all my words are stricken down your sun is stricken down from my sky fading starshine was all I had to guide me through that night. my eyes strain for release from this horrid dream. I fear this person that I was never meant to be.