I look at you and you look right back at me. Now I can see that's the way I used to be. I had so much of all this animosity. I never took the time to see the real me. If only I could see there was a better place for me, if only I could see my selfishness was blinding me in this mess. I wish I could redo those stupid things I did. Then I could take back those messed up things I said. I try to turn my head forget about the past. Now I'm returning the things that never last.