Shell Stay Lyrics

She was the sun in my darkened world. I let her in and she burned my soul. Little by little she took my heart. Before I noticed I'd lost control. I thought that I couldn't live without her. I gave her the throne and the crown. She led me down this pit of sorrow, but she didn't follow me down. I can't say things I want to say; What if she walks away? If I'm quiet then she'll stay. I'll try to get through today.
She says with her my life has meaning. She says I can't make it on my own. At times I think that I could leave her, but being a slave's better than being alone. What if I can't find love again? Maybe pain's the price I pay. Maybe I don't deserve happiness. It hurts more to leave than to stay. I can't say things I want to say; What if she walks away? If I'm quiet then she'll stay. I'll try to get through today. I've decided I want my life back. I was better off without you. Take this pain away from me.