Sick of Evil Lyrics

Can't ever win against my sin / I find I'm made of dust again / look away from evil displays / shadows on your walls come from my eyes

If I could only be, if I could only be your master / you'll tortute me until the day I die to you / if I could only learn to ignore myself and let you burn away, / save myself from your decoy

Leave me--everytime I'm up you come to hold me down, hold me / I see--I've got nothing left in me to show you now, show you

Want to decide to commit willicide / I chew the chains I wrapped again / in my dream, see what I've seen / the sun will dry you up and burn the dead away